21 July 2008
There's a great fear in my heart. the trip is in 3 1/2 days. I feel more aware than I've been for the other trips. This one I know I must exhaust myself, must leave it all there, hold nothing back. And I cannot help but already fear "mission trip withdrawal" that most certainly will come when we return.
Dear Lord, I am afraid of failure. I have not trusted Your ways.
Psalm 86:11b "...unite my heart to fear Your name."